While people were getting blown to bits I guarded Bridge Ramp’s dust, I guarded the long, quiet Shell Road, 101 Doc Lap an employment center across the street from a white cathedral; 20 Duy Tan a Naval Intelligence office, stone house set back in trees; and the White Elephant, our headquarters. At the Admiral’s Quarters, I spun Dinah Washington’s Make Believe Dreams in my head. One night at Museum Pier, the jeep patrol caught Sheldon, a guard, hiding, in a fetal position under a stone bench, his hands on his helmet, as if to stop mortar thuds. At my post behind the Officer’s Club, I read in the Stars & Stripes. I opened a letter from my mother: a friend back in the world had OD’d. At 101 a rumor of plentiful work drew peasants in conical hats to an iron gate, firehoses moved them back. I swung a nightstick. One day at Bridge Ramp I fired my M16 to put down a dog run over by a truck. One night at Duy Tan, a young Vietnamese man who’d been on the back of a scooter, lay in the street, he’d caught some kind bomb, his guts spilled out of his white shirt. I wonder if anyone held his hand as he lay dying.

About the Poet:
Peter Mladinic’s fifth book of poems, Voices from the Past, is due out in September 2023 from Better Than Starbucks Publications. An animal rights advocate, he lives in Hobbs, New Mexico.
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