Ours was a collision of dreams
Me and my roundabout boy.
I used to ask him,
Is your universe beneath the water
Or above the clouds or
Only in your mind?
Who cared anyway?
He was my rainbow man.
His smell rubbed into my blood.
He was walking backwards when we met
And I asked him,
Whose baby are you? and
Won't you be mine?
He said, I have to stay here on this cloud
And wait for Tomorrow. Yesterday.
And for the Golden Girl to come.
I wrapped myself in tissue paper
And gave myself to him
but he put me in a pocket with a hole
And kept on waiting.
Roundabout boy
I insisted that you love me
And your caress, warm feather of a hand—
There are snakes down here.
The future looms in the low and heavy clouds
Stirring up the dirt,
Waiting. Waiting to bleed.
When the rain comes
I'll finally let you disappear into the clouds.
Tornado Weather is taking you with it.

About the Poet:
Jennifer Rockwell is an emerging American writer living in Canada. She has been published in The Copperfield Review and is currently pursuing an MA in Writing at Johns Hopkins University and an ALM in Creative Writing and Literature from Harvard Extension School.
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